[ That's two secrets he has told her, so that meant she had to tell him of two of her own, right? ]

I was betrayed by someone who called me their father. I.. I do not think he was truly my child [ you know, she might actually remember having a kid. ] as the way he was brought into this world was vile, but he had become one of my knights. I trusted him and yet I..

[ 'had to kill him.' ]

No.. this is just too much. How can you bravely speak of the transgressions in your life with relative ease?